I can't figure out if I grow more in the times that I have no computer and have to spend my time not able to distract myself ... or if I grow more when I am actually looking into the things that make me tick and learning about me.
While gone from cyberspace, I learned things about myself, I'd rather not have learned. They were not easy and they have caused much discomfort. They have forced quite a bit of growth that has caused significant excitement on the part of my therapist and psychiatrist ... and much discomfort and gritting of teeth on my part. However, since being back in cyberspace ... I have learned even MORE about said issues ... and a few connected issues ... that I hadn't realized were connected (thanks to a stupid website my psychiatrist asked me to check out!) and am learning even more than I'd learned in the previous few months ...
Growing ... not the easiest thing in the world.
Dr. Suess
"And will you succeed? Yes indeed! Yes indeed! Ninety Eight and Three Quarters guarenteed!"
When psychiatric therapy is truly needed, it is rarely simple or easy. Sounds like a successful trip down some painful past lives. Difficult stuff, Peggy. Good luck with your ongoing trek. Your are in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDelete"Growing ... not the easiest thing in the world." Ain't that the truth. *waves* hope you're having a good Valentines Day PK!
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